A question of self-belief
At 32, it is unlikely that Habibul Bashar will ever set the world alight
I don't look at it that way at all. It's just that I somehow ended up performing well against them.
"Whatmore has contributed a lot ... He just wants us to perform from our hearts and his motivational words have given us this self belief." |
I have finally found the self-belief, which was not there previously. Before this series, I had this psychological block and was unable to convert my fifties into hundreds. But I can confidently say that block is no more, now that I've reached my second Test century.
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Time to celebrate: Habibul Bashar after scoring his second Test hundred © AFP |
It was like a mountain off my shoulders. Throughout the previous night I was unable to sleep properly: I went to bed around midnight and suddenly woke up at three o'clock. I couldn't settle down, always thinking about the century, which was just 18 runs away. But throughout this misery I was positive, telling myself that I would be able to break that barrier. I was very angry with myself for playing a rash shot when on 71 in the first innings, and my only aim then was to improve on that effort. My 97 at Peshawar showed that the Karachi effort wasn't just a fluke, and I almost made another big one today, but got out in a casual fashion. [He made a valuable 72 in the third Test at Multan]
Our coach Dav Whatmore explained to me how important my role is as a senior player and batsman: the team's batting relies on me and the youngsters in the team look to me to show them the direction. When I started playing I was like any other rookie batsman and I used to just swing the bat at anything. I still am not brilliant at restraining my aggression, but I am steadily learning to be patient and more focused on the job.
Yes, truly - in this short time - without really doing anything, he has contributed a lot. By that, I mean he doesn't do anything special. He is never negative in what he says, and whatever's on his mind, he gives it to us straight. He just wants us to perform from our hearts and his motivational words have given us this self belief. You would argue, why wasn't this approach taken by the former men in charge? And it's true - they never gave us that kind of belief. We were never confident enough to show the kind of intensity we are now showing on the field.
We are getting there, and with more experience and more games we'll raise our standards further. And with the type of guys like Dav to lend a hand, I am confident Bangladesh will soon thrive and make real progress. When we first played Test cricket, the team consisted of a few oldies who were past their best, and no-one to give us proper guidance, so it was really difficult to make the desired growth quickly enough. However, at the moment there has been an infusion of raw talent, which needs time and proper nurturing if the individuals and team are to prosper. So there has been progress, even if it's been minimal.
"The Australian series was like a watershed for Bangladesh cricket. Before that there was no direction to our game - we were just drifting along ..." |
Our structure is not perfect, but I would say we are getting there. The grounds - including the national stadium at Dhaka - are not up to global standards, but the Bangladesh Cricket Board is doing a great job and trying to help the players. So I feel it would take a few more years - two or three - for things to fall in the proper places.
I would like to cite an example. Before we were granted Test status there were about 100 youngsters watching cricket, but today there are thousands more watching the game. So for every hundred there may be one genuine talent, and likewise ten more for every thousand. Cricket is the most popular sport at the moment in Bangladesh and our good performances have given hope to young ones and parents alike in opting for the game. And I feel very happy about that.
As I said, most of the batsmen are still young and at an impressionable age. So it is very difficult for them to curb their impulses. They can only be cured as they gain experience. Also, for that to happen, a senior player like me has to lead by example.
Yes, it does, but he [Mahmud] is just unable to get it right. However, I can tell you one thing - over the years, Mahmud has been liked by everyone in the dressing-room and he really is a good leader of men. Unfortunately he hasn't produced the goods to back that up. The team understands that and we hope he gets in the groove soon.
You know we don't have it at the moment, but there are youngsters who are showing the right kind of attitude to make inroads into the opposition. But I think we need a real match-winning spinner. Without that it is really difficult to take regular wickets.
Till now it wasn't there, but the Australian series was like a watershed for Bangladesh cricket. Before that there was no direction to our game - we were just drifting along, but in reality we were drifting apart. However, Whatmore helped us just in time. Also, the Australian players gave us enough motivation by chatting to us and helping us improve our game. We were very touched by that kind of gesture coming from the best and toughest side in the world. That trip helped us tidy up our mistakes and we have done a fair job so far in Pakistan. But there's lots more to do.